After a handful of M&Ms and a shower I'm feeling much better. Showering is so big for me. Whenever I feel down taking shower makes me feel better. I think I some how connect washing my hair with washing away worries. As I lather up I collect all the little things in the suds and then rinse them down the drain. Shaving also helps. I feel more pulled together and clean when I shave my legs.
The M&Ms are just a given picker upper as it's chocolate! Chocolate helps everything. The two together just refocus me and remind me everything is okay. My mind just likes to stress me out. Babysteps. Yes it feels like the week is half over just because it's nearly Wednesday. But it isn't Wednesday yet, the week is not almost over and I've done alot. Granted I haven't done much homework, but I should not stress about that right now and ruin what fun I could be having. Instead I should just remind myself it needs to be done, and set aside some time later tonight to do it.
But now I'm going to sneak over to the main house and check on my ill mother. Perhaps her flu meds are helping and she was able to take a nap.
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